20091003
ego think i have quite high ego. hmm. just a word of critic from someone. i got quite worked up. what he said was right. my ego just killed me. left me tumbling there. stuck. no idea. hate it. ego you suck. seriously. now i feel the need to know. the need to learn. feel like just a small black dot with the whole world surrounding me. and this is all i mean and i know of the world. i need to explore. need to find out. need to be interested. need to work hard. to know.
but. it's ego that would push ourselves to work harder. not wanting and not accepting defeat. not accepting the weakling point of view. need to feel good.
rihs rants; 02:58
20090914
i hope you will suffer when i'm not around.
i hope you will make a big mistake yourself and u have no one else to blame but yourself.
i hope u will learn your lesson by STFU.
i hope your own words are the words that ruin you.
i hope.
rihs rants; 13:08
20090908
IT'S COMPLAIN TIME!
i so feel like telling these people off. seriously. wth is wrong with them. they are unhappy. and they keep it to themselves. why dont they just settle things. make themselves feel better by settling it on the spot? make a joke or just tell the other person back on the spot. and then. forget about the whole shit and continue working?! is it THAT HARD!???!
one keep telling me how f up she feel coz of her own face. everyone wants to scold her jsut because of her face .wtf?! seriously. GET A LIFE!??!! cannot handle something so smalL!?!??! COM'ON! it's all because there's too much accumulated! GET OVER IT. FIND A WAY. MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER. DUN SWALLOW IT YOURSELF.
and. another person. u bloody bitch. seriously. i hate talking to u. i hate seeing your face. but i have to treat u like emperior. just because you're the ONLY person in charge. bloody hell. i know u are busy. I TRIED TO TALK NICELY TO YOU! let u relax a lil. NOTHING HAPPPENED. MAKE YOURSELF HAPPIER!
COM'ON! work isn't so bad if your attitude is right and you're happy. bitch...
rihs rants; 15:44
20090902
who the hell....
receives an erp summon even when she checked the cashcard was nicely inserted and heard a beep sound immediately before passing the gantry;
receives another parking summon of $50 for parking in a white box which is written season parking at night only on the parking board;
receives again, a speeding summon of $150 and 6 demerit points, for travelling more than 70km/h on a morning when going to do work stuff;
and finally, found a cat in between her car's front and rear tyres only after she finished parking her vehicle and crap, she swear she didn't hear any sound and was travelling at slow speed when parking. the cat's leg was only visible and she didn't dare to look at its head. crap. she killed an animal when parking.
felt damn shitty after that. even now. still super bothered. seriously. suayness inside out. SUAY SHIT.
rihs rants; 18:41
20090821
somehow, i hate to drive these days.
rihs rants; 11:34
20090818
my blogger outlook looks damn weird!!! something is happening to my com. shit.... anyway, just some thoughts. WHY! MY! MEMORY SEEMS TO BE ONLY 64MB!!! while my cousin's is like 8GB! cant seem to catch up with him. he seems to know every single thing! remember every single thing! crazy shit... whatever vehicle, he knows how much it is sold at. he knows the impt details. =O i can't even remember car plate numbers for every car in hand la! then, every single time he comes into the office, there seems to be a war. okay. not war. something more minor like firing a machine gun. it keep coming!!! but it's good la. better than being a sniper when he's not around. i'm like preying for things to happen, to keep me moving. hur hur.
anyways, it has been quite enriching to work for my cousin. know quite abit of stuffs which i didn't knew. especially with my sis's and colleague's company. staring at the facebook page, waiting for something interesting to happen to keep my mind awake as well. thanks to melissa tan and cai limei's entertaining conversations. keep time passing. hur.
why hasn't you call yet?????? resort world..
rihs rants; 18:08
20090729
thanks weian! appreciated! :)
and.. i've gotten the call from resorts world! gng for the interview, hope it all goes fine... :)
rihs rants; 18:33