20060119
inspiring. :D
just watched my daily weekday dosage of "The Last Breakthrough" aka Tian Ya Xia Yi on ch55 9pm. nice show. very nice. the episodes are getting more emo now. one guy has cancer and is undergoing treatment. there are afew of them who went Africa for some volunteering work by helping them to cure malnutrition. there's a couple, a doc and a nurse, whom seemed to be having problems with each other, all because of misunderstandings. it's like these petty events caused the unhappiness between two and hinders the development of their relationship. it's like.. a waste of time and the ending can be quite costly if it is unsolved as both parties do not want to initiate.
it just made me think.. about cherishing life and stuffs. its like, life is so unpredictable. if one day, something happens to me, or i discover something wrong with my body, how would i react? i've been wanting to go for a full medical checkup. but i just din have enough motivation and courage to go - for fear that i might discover some illness in myself. so scaryy. i really wouldn't know how to react. on top of that, my diet is quite jialiat, super unhealthy, which makes me double worried. life is so vulnerable! oh man. and life is all controlled by ourselves. if we dont live up to the fullest, we will never enjoy the fullest of life. whaos. wassup with me. and i've got the sudden urge to go for some volunteery work. somewhere out of sg. hmmm.... so inspired..
rihs rants; 02:03