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hais. trying hard to strike a balance in everything i do. but. seems impossible. sux. everything's imbalanced. here there everywhere. totally jumbled up. madness. feeling sour here and there also. in dilemma whether to work not. but. seems like. i'll chiong my work now. feel so lost too. lost touch with things happening. noe nuts abt things happening ard me. so bz. so bz. =\ hais.
feel like finding a better paying job. hais. and a job where i can chiong at night. work in the night. i dun mind. any lobangs? feeling so awkward working there. actually not really. but seriously. it isn't that accessible for me u noe. maybe i'll just go to teach tuition. shall think abt that..
well, today's my first day of work at Sentosa. and saw Yongmeng. haha. how coincidental. saw Russell oso. man.. whole world's at Sentosa. anyway, was alright. just that quite tiring. haven worked for quite sometime. ha. and was treated like a queen there. HA! just kidding. shall be kind to Sentosa for the time being. haha.
rihs rants; 00:46