20091003
ego think i have quite high ego. hmm. just a word of critic from someone. i got quite worked up. what he said was right. my ego just killed me. left me tumbling there. stuck. no idea. hate it. ego you suck. seriously. now i feel the need to know. the need to learn. feel like just a small black dot with the whole world surrounding me. and this is all i mean and i know of the world. i need to explore. need to find out. need to be interested. need to work hard. to know.
but. it's ego that would push ourselves to work harder. not wanting and not accepting defeat. not accepting the weakling point of view. need to feel good.
rihs rants; 02:58
