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who will be my first customer?
i've been told, i shld have a chill pill. i'm still learning. it takes time. need more exp. but, i cant seem to be able to wait any longer. been 1/2 a month. not even one. but true enough, i havent been standing ard and actively selling. so, there's some excuse over there. but feels quite jinx. ptq at work. some ppl drop hints like. how come never sell???? tmd... feels damn redundant.
when he's back, there's sales. when i'm ard, there's no sales. wthhh..... sucks man. freaking stressed. think i'd be dreaming of cars tonight. hoping to close one. just one would make my day. even if my comm is a hundred bucks. i'm satisfied. haa.
feel the need to be active. actively learning. actively knowing. demanding. this world is. or else you'll lose out!
rihs rants; 22:25
